Just Be Friends.



Just be friends  All we gotta do 
Just be friends  It's time to say goodbye 
Just be friends  All we gotta do 
Just be friends  Just be friends


I remembered early yesterday morning 
Why do I feel 
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers 
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things


I already knew deep inside my heart 
That the most painful choice would be the best 
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats 
I wonder when we can talk


In this slowly decaying world 
A path for my struggling self 
I carve in your colorless smile 
I pulled off the plug


I shouted until my voice was dry 
The echo reverberates in the empty air 
Although there was nothing left 
After the chains were removed


Fate that allowed us to meet 
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time 
"So this is how it is..." I murmured 
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks


All we gotta do  Just be friends 
It's time to say goodbye  Just be friends 
All we gotta do  Just be friends 
Just be friends  Just be friends


I realized at yesterday's quiet night 
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves 
It won't bloom back to its original form 
The small death on top of my hands 
Our time is frozen still


I remembered the season when we first met 
And your sweetly smiling face 
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got 
Our hearts are full of thorns


Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship 
I sadly can't change my heart 
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you 
But I have to say it


The rain that pours on my heart 
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry 
I anticipated the hurt  
But my body can't move


Fate that connected us 
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life 
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end 
Now we look go on without looking back


Once more, once more 
If my wish can come true 
I want to be reborn many times 
I'll go and meet you from that day


I shouted until my voice was dry 
The echo reverberates in the empty air 
Although there was nothing left 
After the chains were removed


Fate that connected us 
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life 
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end 
Now we look go on without looking back


This is the end


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