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One simply cannot compare the need to have Big Bang concert tickets today and the time when they organized Korean Music Wave. If I had to compare the desperation, getting tickets to KMW is like wanting to eat after starving for a week. But to get Big Bang's Alive tour concert is like starving for a month. I apologize, I never starved before and now it's the months of fasting for the Islams so I guess that isn't a really good example to explain my desperation. But yeah, I was desperate to get the tickets I thought I would kiss the ground if I got the tickets. 28th of July, the epic day when the selling of Big Bang concert tickets begin. I bet everyone was either waiting in line or getting ready their mouses to purchase online. While, I was at tuition learning half wave rectification and other Physic related stuff. Yes, I wanted to get the tickets but unfortunately education come first. But really, I was worried like sick. I had to get tickets for myself and two other...

It began one afternoon when I had to stay back at my school for dance practice. You see, our Physical Education teacher wanted us to dance and based on our performance, she will grade us. Actually, it's not really necessary but people want to dance, so yeah. I miss dancing too. One thing I'm grateful about my school that it was WiFi and thanks to the people who managed to get the password, I was able to get online with my phone. Actually, it's not really a secret or something big to bring hand phones. In fact, some teacher do know that we bring hand phones to school. I was checking my twitter when I noticed my assistant monitor posted that he was selected for Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN) which is actually Malaysia's national service. I was feeling rather nervous yet excited, because I wanted to know if I was selected too. Unlike Singapore or Korea, Malaysia's NS isn't compulsory for all 18 year old. And here, females can be selected too. The perio...

It's the time when I should be actually be sleeping, but screw it. I haven't blog for a very long time and I have no excuse, bleah. Just last Saturday was my cousin's wedding and I guess many things happened lately. One thing that I'm sure is that many people injured their foot this year, I don't know why. --- Change, many people refuse to do so because why change? If things are doing well, I guess there's no need, but if things aren't going your way, or you want to lead a different path, a change is a must. Humans are given the ability to adapt so there are humans all around the world. So change isn't a really bad thing, right? I know I should change but I'm not gonna talk about me today. I'm talking my favourite girl group, 2NE1. And yeah, they changed. Few days ago, 2NE1 came back by releasing their new single 'I Love You'. By looking at their teaser, listening to their short music clips, I was damn excited for their ret...

I could have been at the studio wearing my pointe shoe, following the rhythm of the music and dancing on my toes. Before that I would warm up and done some stretching. I could have been in a group, dancing with the people I know on stage. I could have taken my Advanced 1 examinations. I could have been running at the field, feeling the wind brush against my face. I could have been practicing Wushu moves and maybe participating a competition during my final year. I could have gone to Sunway lagoon with my friends, playing with the waters, creating memories. I could have bought a Converse sneakers if I went to Bangkok with my mother during the holidays and visited my father. I could have been walking down the stairs normally. I could have been listening to F9's cover on Home normally without thinking these stuffs. I could have saved lots of tears. But all of the above never happened, because I fell at the basketball court.

Hey and how are you ! Holidays have just ended and school had reopened on the 11th of June but fear not of this date as secretly, an event has been planned and organized and held without others realizing ! The only one aware was the organizer herself and without anyone noticing, a competition has been going on and we have the results ! This event is known as June's Birthday. And here is the ranking board, are you in it !? First advanced birthday wish : Daddy. First to wish : HX. First Facebook wish : Shim. First Twitter wish : Xin Yi. First to sing the 'Happy Birthday' song : Dino. First to hug me from the back : Chee Chee. First to hug me from the front : Hana. First gift to be received : Elizabeth. First gift to make me scream : SW. Person to wish me the most times : xSnowCream. (Cute and adorable, kyah.) Wish that surprised me the most : ~ICEx3~ Last to wish : Reiki (Currently, as I think this will keep changing.) Best gift : Jun Jie S. First to wish for...

So yeah, after three weeks of examination, we were given our mid year holiday which consist two weeks. So far, two days have already passed and I'm at my hometown right now. Sigh, because of this, I missed the chance to support my friend in the TDS's Dance competition. I wanted to support so much but what the hell. I was even a free ticket but I had to decline. I was pissed off  honestly but oh well, there's nothing I can do. All contestants from Dua Space made it into the finals and I'm really happy for them. I went to consult a specialist in bones during my stay in Malacca and I have been told I shouldn't expect to dance for three months. That's it, I'm done. I'm not gonna take my Advanced 1 examinations and I'm going to be slower than the girls in my class. I already lost the strength in my body and GUGH, my muscles are gone. This is the worst nightmare. My brother bought a new laptop and I'm blogging now using his old one. I find it rea...

Now, I'm not a good person. I have an evil seed inside me and every second I'm growing it's gonna bloom along with me. It's just that my good side is gonna stop it. I believe I kinda have something like a dual personality. Duh, I'm a Gemini. I'm not gonna hold back anymore. I'm done with fake smiles and saying "I'm okay.", "It's nothing.". This harsh world has exposed me enough to its cruel reality. I'm tired of this bullshit. I was doing my Biology paper when all these thoughts went into my head. Biology is the 'study of life', so it's natural for me to think of life. Since the beginning of this year, I'm greatly distracted. I'm facing my major exams this year and I still have this 'I don't give a damn' attitude towards everything. SW once admired this attitude of mine and I'm like, this is really admirable? I laughed, I didn't really think it was anything good. This rant of mine,...