Boys.

I'm actually surprised that I got response from my previous post !

Now I know how much people have watched the Black Swan and actually remembers that actress Natalie Portman did receive a Myiofascial release session, LOL. I apparently forget that scene and was in a blur state when they asked me about it.

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Hmm, boys.

They're the next organism that is most similar to a average female human, which is who I am. Though we're almost the same, there are some slight differences between us. Of course, there are the physical differences and how they think and act, etc.

It really seems strange for me go blogging about guys, since as long as I can remember, I don't really blend with guys much. But, I'm a normal girl so I am attracted to guys. Kyah, T.O.P <3

I don't know if it's me or what, but boys are really different to me. Or maybe it's really me. I don't know. I once thought boys are almost like aliens. But it isn't entirely true. I really think I'm the one being weird, haha.

When I was in primary, I don't think I had problems communicating with boys. In fact, we're forced to since the seat arrangements are always boys sitting with girls. Even if we might not talk immediately, sooner or later, just so naturally, you begin to talk and become friends. However, many relationships in primary school are like, how do say it? Rivals between different gender?

The boy teases the girls, the girls hits him. And then they say things like, 'OH I HATE HER/HIM.' I do have these kind of experience before and for me they're really energy consuming. I remember it was like that for me until I was 10, then I sat with a REALLY quiet guy when I was 11 (we didn't talked at ALL.), then I had really good guy friends when I was 12.

Ahh, then we entered secondary school. It was then everything changed around me.

I think it's really me. I only hang out with my girl friends. Then also, I think I changed. I was already that quiet since primary school and I don't talk to boys anymore. I think I'd gotten more shy. I did not dare to approach guys anymore.

I get reaaally nervous when talking to a guy and I really become tongue-tied whenever I talk to them. Is it because I'm growing up? All those things call hormones? Ah, I don't know.

The tiny-sized boys grow up so suddenly but then I think their attitude hasn't really changed much, haha. Still, there are still relationships like boys teases girl, girl hits boys, cut the 'OH I HATE HER/HIM' part. I think they're really immature, just being honest.

Well, for all of my secondary school life, my interactions with boys is close to zero. Only exchanging few short words between them, only when necessary. Now that I think about it, where the hell did my courage went? I was just speaking fine when I was 12 and when I'm 13, it's all gone. Amazing, I know right.

And then suddenly, now that I'm Form 5, I begun talking to guys again. It's like learning how to walk again. While sometimes I still think it's scary, I'm glad everything is returning to normal again. I couldn't do it if the boys didn't kept mentioning me, too.

So after almost five years of not talking to guys, I think they have changed during the this period. Comparing the the 12 year old boys I knew then and the ones now, they have apparently turned perverted. HAHAHA, is there really innocent 17 year old guys out there right now?

Well, I don't think every guy out there is perverted, but the boys in my class are insanely funny and well yeah, they do disgust us sometimes. But then it wouldn't be funny and then there will be no laughter in the class. Like when our assistant monitor used his towel to give himself breasts.

So in conclusion, men are from Mars and women are from Venus. We're planets apart and even if we're living on Earth, we still don't get each other. But then, even I will think the world is boring if only women existed. Hello, our eyes feed on handsome guys.

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One day I'll stuff a dynamite into our mouth, plant a bomb where your heart is - wait, you don't have a heart - and set you on fire.

And when you're gone I won't shed a single tear.

I won't even be sad.

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