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Once again, it is the time, to say goodbye. I think I'm quite ready to say farewell to this year, because it wasn't really a good one for me. However, I'm reluctant to say hi to the new year. Because I'm quite sure it's gonna be worse. 2011 started miserable for me. I was separated from my friends, thrown into a class of people I don't really know. Even now, I only had a friend to rely on. I was so lonely, but enough of that. Studying became harder. I was struggling the whole year as we learn new subjects. In fact the only thing I remember through out the year was me struggling. I copied a lot of homework too. Not that I'm proud. Even if we're separated, true friends will still be friends. I'm glad I'm still able to spend time with my friends and I love them more and more everyday. Ahh, I also remember I was busy. Every week I had to attend my Ballet lessons and rush to tuition. My hair will be wet after taking a shower and it doesn't help wh

Don't break my heart and I won't break yours. I will keep the promise so please don't repeat the situation again. I won't ask for much, just being there is enough. May this last till the end, may we swim this ocean of obstacles together. くコ:彡 ♡ ★ --- I never met someone so kind like you. If I hadn't met you I think my days would be darker. Thank you for being with me through the ups and downs, no matter you're beside me or not. ♡ --- Just to let you all know how much I love you, these tears are proof for you all. ♡ --- Under this endless sky, we're still on the same earth. We breathe the same air and even though we're miles apart, our hearts stay connected. ♡ --- I have finally seen your face, but I'm sure you didn't saw mine. Even if you did, I'll never last more than a second in your memory. Unrequited love? Ha, it's worse than that. However, you're still in my heart. ♡ --- Just be friends. We're less than that. --- Now I&#

Wait, what about Day 1? I can't blog about it because I only went for Day 2. :D --- Packed, the LRT was. I was standing beside the door while my brother held on the handle bar. We're on our way to KLCC, where the even Comic Fiesta is held. To be more exact, KLCC Convention Centre Hall 5. Ugh, I'm considered unlucky. Because for the past three years when I couldn't go, CF was held at Sunway, which is much more nearer to where I'm living. But I promised myself I won't miss this event. Even if I had to miss my cousin's wedding's dinner. Thanks to dear Hana, we didn't have to queue up to get our tickets. But still we had to join a long line just to get into Hall 4, where all the amazing cosplayers are. Also, if we didn't spotted three cosplayers at Suria KLCC, I think we'll be having a hard time finding where the hell is Hall 5. The moment I stepped into Hall 4, I was like awestrucked. Cosplayers here and there, left and right. I felt so excited

64. Sixty four. Enam puluh empat. 六十四。 I guess I should be happy. Somehow I'm neutral. I should get better. --- Hmm, after a year of learning Japanese, I am finally taking the JLPT test to test my skills. It's not like I'm really good or anything. >__> I'm taking the lowest of all, N5. From the start, I really wanted to take this test. You know, I have this dream of going to Japan and it doesn't hurt to new language. If I didn't take this test, I wouldn't study. Then if I didn't study, my language skills will go all waste. Just watching anime wouldn't help, LOL. Anyways, taking a test is fine. Yes yes, it's totally fine. Yes, taking a test at a gigantic hall filled with hundreds of strangers and having examiners staring at you is totally fine. Plus, taking this test all on your own is wonderfully fine, NOT. I didn't expect my brother not to take the test with me and I'm terrified. My classmates also had no interest taking this test,

Ever since Guitar mode was introduced to AuditionSEA, I can say it successfully attracted many players' attention. It is considered quite popular, but still the amount of guitarist isn't really many though. An arena was created for the Guitar lovers and at first I'm not really happy about it because BU still doesn't have its' own arena. But anyways, I love guitar and Audition has entertained the guitar players by organizing some events and competitions for us. I took part almost all of them, along with my friends too. Yesterday, Audition organized an in-game event for us. Half and hour ahead of the scheduled time, I was already spamming into the channel the event took place. I think organizing the event at the first channel is unwise. Because other people not involved will just be in the way. =/ The event was Guitar BP against the GMs. Three players will versus three GMs and they must beat the scores of the GMs in order to win prizes. The problem is, there are so ma

Yes, I know the spelling is wrong. --- Buzz Panda(ばずぱんだ) is just another guy that does Vocaloid song covers. Don't ask me why did he chose this name. I'm wondering about it too. Normally, I would listen to female singers' covers(My current favourite is Wotamin.) because guys' voice don't really appeal to me. I only have a few and most of them are duets with female singers. DONISHIMA's JUST BE FRIENDS FTW. But Buzz Panda is different. His voice is beautiful. I always feel calm whenever I hear his voice and the covers he makes are just wonderful. And he plays the guitar! I think about 99% of his covers are acoustics arranges that were made by himself. The first song I heard from his was Piano Lesson. But that song wasn't really enjoyable for me. I wanted to hear more from him, so I searched around YouTube. Unfortunately, there wasn't really a lot of him. I kept hearing one of his covers, Supernova. I'm thankful to those people who shared Niconico vid

It's already quite an old news but 2NE1 is crowned MTV IGGY's Best New Band in the WORLD! I also voted for them but not as crazy as Big Bang. Proud to be a Black Jack ! 2NE1 <3 I have a feeling 2NE1 and Big Bang are going to take over the music world soon. YG FAMILY YEAH ! --- I was never really superstitious. But is it really coincidence or bad luck since it's the 13th? My Audition friend was going to have her wedding but I couldn't go because I thought I had to visit my grandmother. I gave up the hope of attending the wedding and I was finally feeling better after sulking for quite some time. Then when I thought I got over it, my family cancelled the trip to visit my grandmother. I can't explain how I felt. My mind kept asking : Why the heck was the wedding on this day? Why didn't we cancelled the trip earlier? Why did this happen to me? I felt miserable. I missed a chance. I missed everything. Rain was pouring. My house experience black ou

is the best thing ever. --- They say that it happens only once in a hundred years but I don't really care. 11/11/11 to me is just another day. I still have to wake up, I still have to go for Ballet classes, and I still can't fly. It's just another day. But well, I did go out with my friends during this 'special' day. I have to say, I had a blast. Whee, since it's 11/11/11, I'll just say absolutely everything that happened on that day. I went to Sunway in the morning and it was raining. The rain caused traffic and just like always, I'm the first to arrive at the ice rink and I have to wait for my friends. I went in first and eventually they came. The rink was quite empty that day. I was wondering where all the pros were but it's better if they're not there. That way there's more space for us to skate and we don't feel pressured with our bad skating skills. I HAD FUN, YEAH. I improved and I'm very happy about it. I think my friends had

Congratulations to BIGBANG for wining the Best Worldwide Act on MTV EMA! I'm so freakin' proud to be a V.I.P and see them receive their award at Belfast. And the best thing is, Daesung is there to receive the awards too! If he wasn't there I swear I'll be so angry! They definitely deserve it. Well, I did vote for them like mad. Once, they wouldn't let me vote anymore. TEEHEE. BIG BANG FOREVERRRRR ! <3 --- I actually, still have nothing to say. Just wanted to show the world how awesome Big Bang is. :3 AuditionSEA just had a new patch and I can say I'm quite satisfied. There's four new different guitar songs! It's kinda like BU now, where the songs has only one level. The new BU songs are not bad too. :D New seeds in garden ! ;flow Whoooo, break record. First time never break spark and the score scared me.

Seriously, I have no idea what to blog. --- After weeks of exam, it's finally the holidays that's every one's waiting for. No more books to read, no more school, no more tuition, no more worries. Well, except for the moment when our school mails our results. ANYWAY, the main point is that the holidays has begun! Time just keeps passing really fast for me, and soon my schools days are almost over. After the holidays, it will be my last year at secondary school. BRRR, it gives me the shivers. So what am I going to do during the two months of holidays? I have no freakin' idea. What's on my mind is computer, computer, Audition, computer. Yeah, I do have a sad, un-entertaining life. I already spent the starting of my holiday at my hometown Malacca. It's been a while since I went there and yes, I'm glad I met my relatives and managed to eat delicious food the first day I went there. It's just that I can't play Audition. I really like this picture, LOL. (

息ができます　僕いきてます 生きているから　寂しい。 生きているから　寂しい。 ねえ　アタシだけのキミにしてもいいかな　．．．? ．．アタシは馬鹿です。 --- Hmm, I just went to a theme park located in Berjaya Times Square. I'm not sure whether it is called Cosmo Theme Park or Berjaya Times Square Theme Park. It's the same anyway. Me and my brother wanted to go there for years! We read about it somewhere and we really wanted to go, haha. It's only the two of us, so we sat the monorail and LRT to there by ourselves. Well, actually my brother did all the research about boarding which monorail and taking which tracks, I just followed him. Berjaya Times Square is huge. Really huge. Ahh, I couldn't believe I was there. I can finally ride that roller coaster that turns 360 degrees. I can say that the rides there are more exciting than the ones at Genting. I mean, there's three rides that turn you upside down. But compared to Genting, here has lesser rides. After all, the theme park is inside a shopping mall. I can say I had a great time. And I go

Manhwa Annarasumanara. I read manhwa already, omg . --- After two weeks of exam, we're given a week of holiday. It's to celebrate Deepavali, which I think the Indians really deserve. In the past, they're given the most of two days. Besides, we students love holidays. After the holidays and taking a few more papers, I would be free from school for the rest of the year. Gah, it seems so close yet so far. My friend told me it would all end before you know it, and yeah, it will really happen just like that. When I'm primary school, I never wanted to study. Haha, I never wanted to study, even now. I asked my father when I'll stop studying and the answers was many years. I was like, 'What? That sounds like forever!' And what do you know, in a few months time I'll be spending the last year in secondary school. But there are moments when I think time is moving too slow. I feel like growing up faster, because I'm curious how life is going to be when it's

Presenting Joe Brooks, a singer. Who needs superman if you have him? x3 --- I think I wasted a week and a few days in front of the computer. I didn't really studied at all. I guess I was just hoping I could get good results. That's really stupid, right? Yeah, I know. Great, I made myself feel guilty. GAH, it's all my fault anyways. --- If I could be a superman, I'd fly you to the stars and back again. 'Cause every time you touch my hand, and feel my powers running through your veins. But I can only write this song, and tell you that I'm not that strong. 'Cause I'm no superman. I hope you like me as I am. I saw him on the papers today, and I was like, 'OMG IT'S JOE BROOKS'. According to the paper, it seems like he's coming to Malaysia. Ahh, it would be great to see his face. CUTE. :3 Another photo of Joe Brooks! (Justtosatisfymyselfteehee) --- Thanks for everything. Tears, smiles, anger. Whenever I feel it's like I'm drifting awa